I am so glad to see the grass turning green and little flowers starting to poke through the ground. It has been a long winter for me. My husbands health is far from good and I have been unemployed for over a year now. Living in a rural area is wonderful and I love it, but the jobs are few and far between. Maybe I should start watching the obituaries and see if anyone died was working somewhere at the time of their death, creepy, but I am getting desperate.
Baxter is my greatest joy. He puts sanity back into my life. I know I am giving him a lot of credit, but I wonder sometimes where I would be if I didn't have a dog in my life. I think by now I would have killed some one, not myself, I don't believe I could do that, but I could kill some one who pissed me off enough. (not really, but I just like releasing the worst of me now and again.) I have been working outside in the yard and I think I am coming back to life. I love the outdoors and forgot how much I missed being out until I was. The nice days we have had I think pumped new life into me. There is now a rainbow in my outlook... hope... for Better Days.
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